I'm so tired. I really am. I think it's allergy related. I'm sitting here with eyes watering up...not because of crying or anything...they are also....boogering up because of the whole allergy thing. I have tons of random stuff on my mind like usual. I figured I'll just get it all out on my blog, then maybe sleep will take over. This weekend I need to go to school to take a test for an Art class. I have to read 2 chapters of my Geology book and take a quiz on it by Monday. It feels like a lot in my head, but I guess it isn't much. I think the issue is that the school work doesn't stop. I mean, it's not really an issue, I like it...but it just doesn't ever put my mind to ease. Next week I have a Geology test and I have to give a "how-to" speech in my speech class. I have no problem speaking in front of the people, in fact, it would probably be more difficult to get me to stop talking...but a how to speech? What do I know how to do? Finding a topic is eating at my brain. Not only that, but she, the teacher, was using how to bake cookies as an example...and she was like "blah blah blah most delicious cookies ever!" trying to make it sound all exciting...is this a persuasive speech or a how to speech? It makes me feel like I'm not good at much...how to how to how to...I DON'T KNOW! I have a quiz due on Sunday? I don't even know when it's due, I don't have the book. It's not a large enough portion of my grade...and apparently half of the class couldn't get the book either, so he basically said not to worry about it. Sorry if none of this is making sense...I'm not really blogging for the sake of blogging...I'm emptying my brain.
So that's school. I get my grant money this week. I'm more anxious about then I was before...reason...my computer got viruses!!! I have NO clue how...hoping my dad and little bro never catch site of this post...I secretly think one of them was using my computer and got me some neat-o, unwanted spyware. I'm using my laptop for school and personal...use...but the desktop is what I use for work...and it's been a pain working because it runs all slow now. On one hand...at least it's not my new computer all spywared up..on the other hand...if my old computer could have just waited two more weeks!!!!
My brain is also in Holiday mode. And I don't just mean Halloween...it's on to Thanksgiving and Christmas too. I had this cute little idea on what to dress the kids up as for Halloween...but lately they are both just so opinionated, so I feel like they'd be more excited picking out their own costumes. Unfortunately for Ella and yet luckily she's easy going...I think I'll pick out matching costumes more suited for Eb...I have an idea and if you know my little man, you could easily guess...but I might change my mind...I still have a month and a half!!! Yes, Christmas is also in the brain. I already have a present for both of them because they were on clearance!!! Originally 50 dollars, purchased for...25!!! I'm amazing. I want to get the most BANG for my buck...I think I'm going to do the day after Thanksgiving shopping thing again...I did it for the first time a few years ago and have been a believer ever since.
Lastly on the brain...VACATIONS!!!! In 3 weeks...just 3 weeks...I get my first ME vacation. I took one vacation when married...a year and a half ago...my family went to San Antonio. It wasn't much of a vacation. I felt like I was babysitting more than my two kids if you get my drift. In February I took a trip to Utah...and while it was pleasant, I was there to get stuff out of storage. So FINALLY, a ME trip. My precious friend and I are going to Shreveport, Louisianna. I don't think I've ever been TOO Louisianna, just through it on the way to Florida. Quite honestly, I'm going to be gambling. I intend to purchase steak...I intend to sleep a lot...and I intend to win...or lose some money. Then after Louisianna...the vacation comes back to Dallas...for more relaxation! My children will be with their father for 3 whole nights. I'm not trying to say anything bad about him, but well, I'm a little nervous about that and I plan on giving him every emergency number possible. After that vacation...in 4 weeks...my staycation with the kids. I was already planning it, I think I wrote about it before...a trip to Glen Rose, TX. I'm excited. It's mostly a dinosour and animal related trip...there's a new show on PBS called Dinosaur Train. My kids love it and So maybe it'll make our staycation even more exciting.
Anyways, hopefully I have sufficiently emptied my brain. I'll post a picture or two of the kids later this month. Goodnight!!!...I hope!!!